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Chinese "Devil Virus" - anyone worried?

My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.
 
What is the value if investment in weaponry if there are no wars (apart from the arms sold abroad)? Like Trident, where is there any value in that?

The military values it regardless of whether they have to use it. So it gets paid for. Further down the line, the wider value for all people is from the technological advancements and understanding of nature that has taken place in order to supply those weapons. Just one equation that models how a bullet ejects from the gun barrel, that mathematical model could be used in so many other things. The point is that it's right, the model is right, or if it's technology then the tech works.

In the modern world, there are a lot of fugazi's doing research. Coming up with wrong models, and useless technology. Just because they happen to be working on something that on its face appears noble, its irrelevant. Their model is wrong. It's completely useless, other than to justify their own salary. That's my point. You're better off funding as many correct models as possible, the field doesn't matter, just doing the right things is what counts. Then the results will be valuable.
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.

Sorry to hear that mate. Hope everything works out for you and that 2021 is boss

xxx
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas

Fucking hell. Sorry to hear that mate
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.
As hopeless as things may feel at times. It will always be harder for those left behind by those who choose to end their own lives.

As cliche as it sounds, you mean something to someone.

2021 and beyond are hopefully better years than this.

Ps. I'm really sorry to hear about your cousin.
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.
I hope this is like that time you had a post up about watching some squadie bang your wife and how it had upset you greatly and then people got concerned but it was a repost of something.

Anyway, I don't think that's the case here. Hang in there Mr Woland
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.

I’m really sorry to hear about that mate.

I never know how to say the right words for these things but all I know is for the brief times I met you, you helped me out with tickets and such things including the last Premiership pre covid so always appreciated your help as part of the LFC family as well as making this forum a much more friendly and light hearted place.
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.

Awful to hear that Woland.
Sorry for your loss.
Stay strong brother.

Can 2020 end already?
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.
Oh fuck that's terrible. So sorry mate.
 
This was legit about an hour ago..

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My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.

Really sorry to hear all of this Woland. I really hope that 2021 is much, much better for you. Take care.
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.

I don't know if this will help, but I've been there too (bro took his own life over 30 years ago). Keeping a good thought for you and yours.
 
I hope this is like that time you had a post up about watching some squadie bang your wife and how it had upset you greatly and then people got concerned but it was a repost of something.

Anyway, I don't think that's the case here. Hang in there Mr Woland

Dude, don't be giving him ideas.
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.
Sending hugs dude
 
I'm sorry, I don't even remember posting that bollocks, I just wanna be a fucking human on Christmas Day while my kids are here. Soz
It's fucking difficult living with our brains innit?

I've recently found myself in a similar place. Swinging from wishing I could just be a normal human to wishing it would all just end.

I think all this staying home shit has made us kinda forget that most normal humans are shit, and we're actually pretty fucking sound.

You sir, are one of the very best of us. Better days will come, and worse ones will too. Ride them out, take joy where and when you can, and know that you are loved mate.

Proper loved. Deservedly loved. I loved you even before I met you. YNWA bro.
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.

Really sorry to hear this man. I hope 2021 is better to you. You're one of the best and funniest contributors on this forum. Take care.
 
My cousin killed herself yesterday. She was lovely. I couldn't get to sleep because i had such an earworm of jitterbug just banging on and on and on which is weird as I don't even know the song but it was there and not shutting up, so I took the dogs out at four in the morning and then realised that it's in there because George Michael killed himself on Christmas Day, like mum tried to 30 years ago, and it's what I've been considering as an option. Weird. I'm not going to by the way. I wouldn't be writing this if I was. But I'm fucked again. For Christmas.

Echoing what other posters have said. Hang in there and hope the next few months bring happiness for you.
 
Thanks guys, it really means the world to read so much positivity when my head is in the bin.

Genuinely irritated by my sensor kin, by myself. I don’t listen to anything unless it proves beneficial. I try so hard to connect but I fail all the time. The pollution will not consider me a friend. It is thick as fuck and tastes like soup. I should tell myself precisely how it operates, but i already have all information required.

Happy Christmas xxx
 
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