I never quite felt the same about Gerrard after the two flirtations with Chelsea. It's still a difficult week leading up to his final home game though.
I believe much of the heart ache I'm experiencing stems from the fact that I've watched his career closely over the last seventeen years but I've also been living my own life at the same time. Since his debut I have got married and had our first baby on my knee watching on my computer as he smashed that thunderous shot past Barthez as we started to beat Utd again and won the treble. I was holding my second baby when we won the league cup in 2003 and held all three of my children tightly 10 years ago whilst trying to explain the magic that had just happened in Istanbul. All four of my children paced around the family room beside me every match last spring during our assault on the Title which ultimately fell short.
I have so many memories of Gerrard however they're interwoven with memories of me becoming a husband and a Dad and my children growing up. I'm sad that his Liverpool career is coming to an end but I ache more because it's a reminder of the passage of time, that my children are no longer babies and that I'm seventeen years older.
I believe much of the heart ache I'm experiencing stems from the fact that I've watched his career closely over the last seventeen years but I've also been living my own life at the same time. Since his debut I have got married and had our first baby on my knee watching on my computer as he smashed that thunderous shot past Barthez as we started to beat Utd again and won the treble. I was holding my second baby when we won the league cup in 2003 and held all three of my children tightly 10 years ago whilst trying to explain the magic that had just happened in Istanbul. All four of my children paced around the family room beside me every match last spring during our assault on the Title which ultimately fell short.
I have so many memories of Gerrard however they're interwoven with memories of me becoming a husband and a Dad and my children growing up. I'm sad that his Liverpool career is coming to an end but I ache more because it's a reminder of the passage of time, that my children are no longer babies and that I'm seventeen years older.