Steven Gerrard on all things Liverpool: playing at Anfield, best goal, that ‘slip’, MLS move and more
Steven Gerrard makes his final appearance for Liverpool at Anfield on Saturday and ahead of the match with Crystal Palace the midfielder talks to
Sky Sports about his 17-year career with the club.
And the Reds skipper, 34, opens up on a whole host of subjects…
Becoming a Red
I was first aware of Anfield on videos and tapes. The collection that my Dad had of the likes of [Kenny] Dalglish and [Graeme] Souness and all the legends that were here - him basically passing me them and saying: 'Watch them'. He knew I was into football, played a lot in the street. Also, during FA Cup finals there used to be street parties on the estate where I was from.
That's when the dream began. I was a little bit unsure when I was about five or six whether I was going to be a blue or a red and in the 1986 Cup final when [Gary] Lineker scored I was swaying towards the Blues slightly. But then the Reds turned it around and won 3-1 and from that moment on I was always going to be a red, and the dream was always to follow in the footsteps of those players I was watching.
Liverpool debut
Gerrard made his Liverpool bow against Blackburn at Anfield in November 1998
It was very nerve-wracking and intimidating. You are going into a group of men and you're only a young boy and not sure if that chance is going to come. You're so focused and ready for that shout and it came for me with a couple of minutes to go against Blackburn in a Premier League game.
I managed to get a couple of touches, but it was almost just a relief to say to people that I'd done it, that all the hard work I'd done from the age of eight had been worth it. But when I got home I was brought quickly down to earth by my Dad who said to me: 'You've done nothing yet and this is where it begins.' That's when the real journey began.
Playing at Anfield
When Gerrard first started coming to Anfield as a young fan, he would watch the likes of Robbie Fowler in action
You realise how special it is as a supporter. I grew up watching big-pressure games here and some unbelievable footballers. When I started coming to the stadium regularly, watching the likes of Robbie Fowler and Michael Owen and Jamie Carragher, and then speaking to them when I was full-time at Melwood, you get a flavour of what it is like. But when you sample it for yourself, it's slightly different with a lot more pressure.
Relationship with the fans
Liverpool's fans 'always get behind the local lads', says Gerrard
They always get behind the local lads. I was well aware of the relationship that the likes of Fowler, [Steve] McManaman, Carragher had. I thought if I can give the same effort as them and do my best for the supporters, I knew the support would come because that's the type of crowd they are.
Responsibility of playing for the club
Wearing the red shirt of Liverpool has been a huge responsibility
When you get the red shirt and put it on your back, there is a responsibility that comes with it. You have to accept that and get on with it. I've been through a lot - both good and bad with the team in the last 17 years - and I've always tried to do my best, but I've got memories that I will take with me forever.
First goal
Gerrard's first-ever goal for Liverpool came against Sheffield Wednesday at Anfield in December 1999
Sheffield Wednesday at home. I remember picking the ball up and there wasn't much on and I'm not really a dribbler, but I thought I'd have a go and I knew Des Walker's legs were getting a little bit old, so I decided to run at him and commit him. He was someone I grew up watching. He was a colossus of a centre-half, but I knew he was getting on a bit so I committed him, went past him and slotted it in the corner. And your feelings are difficult to put into words when you score your first goal here in front of these people.
Best goal
Gerrard's best goal for the club was his header against Milan in the 2005 Champions League final
On the eye, probably the Cup final goal against West Ham. It was a nice strike from long distance. But in terms of importance, it was definitely Istanbul. Three-nil down and worried that the game was going to become four, five or 6-0, I managed to score a header which gave the team a little bit of confidence and belief and helped us get back into what was the biggest game in my and lot a of people's careers.
Last season’s near miss and ‘that’ slip
'That' slip against Chelsea last season was one of the lowest moments of Gerrard's Liverpool career
It was a very low moment. When I finish in a couple of weeks and reflect, that is certainly going to be the lowest point of my career. You win or lose the league over a 38-game period, but I'm not stupid and I do realise that that moment was big. But I will always take full responsibility and take it on the chin - that's what I've tried to do.
I haven't made a mistake, I haven't taken a risk, or made a bad pass or tried a back heel on the edge of my box, it was just a freak, cruel incident and the majority of people that are human will realise that I didn't mean to do it. It was just an unfortunate moment for myself, the team and the club at that time. I think over a 17-year period I have shown what I am about here, and I think the fans respect me for the 17 years rather than one moment.
Never winning the Premier League
The only regret of Gerrard's career is never winning the Premier League
The only regret. It would have been the icing on the cake. If someone had said to me before I made my debut that you are going to have all those highlights, wonderful times and travel all over the world and play in the top stadiums competing for European Cups, FA Cups, I would have grabbed it with both hands. Sometimes you have got to go away with just the cake, not always the icing comes. You just have to get on with it.
Final home game
Gerrard is hoping 'to keep it together' at Anfield on Saturday
I'm hoping that I keep it together. There's nothing wrong with getting emotional, but I'm really looking forward to the game. I want to win the game. I want to win my last game at Anfield. It will be a bonus if I can get on the scoresheet.
But once the game finishes and I say goodbye to the fans that are here - and I know it's getting televised so it's a good chance for me to say goodbye to the fans worldwide as well - it will be emotional, not just for me, for my family. I'm sure there will be a few supporters that are emotional too. After 17 years that's just the way it's going to be.
Crying at his Anfield farewell
' I'm not macho like Jamie Carragher' (pictured saying his own goodbye to Liverpool's fans in 2013), says Gerrard
I'm not like him [Jamie Carragher], I'm not made of stone. I'm not macho like Jamie. We'll have to wait and see. I'm not usually one that sheds tears when I'm emotional, I usually keep it in, but we'll have to wait and see. There's no shame in shedding a tear, I don't think.
The morning after
On Sunday morning 'I'll have that low feeling, be a little bit depressed,' thinks Gerrard
Hung over probably, without going out drinking. I'll have that low feeling, be a little bit depressed knowing that I'm not going to play here again in a competitive game. I've loved playing here, I've loved every minute of my career. I'm proud of what I've done. I'll have a smile on my face, but I think there'll be a part of me that's sad and a little bit down that it's all over here at Anfield.
Playing in the MLS
Moving across the Pond offers Gerrard the chance to spend more time with his young family
It's a great challenge. It's a good time. I'm coming up to my 35th birthday, it's a good chance for me to enjoy a couple of years of my life with less pressure, spend more time with my family. But I'm still in good condition, I still enjoy my football and I can still start football matches and compete for some trophies in the States.
That's one of the reasons I've decided to do it. I wasn't keen on becoming a squad player or a sub or a bit-part player here. That's not being selfish, it's just for me, the enjoyment comes from starting games and trying to win every time you go out.