Was half way to work this morning before I even remembered we played last night, then remembered we'd lost. I've never cared less and it's an odd feeling.
Yes, I've been sickened by football generally for the past 4 or 5 years, (the list is too long to bore you with here) but this is something new. Total apathy towards our plight.
I watched us last night and saw a bunch of people I feel no connection with whatsoever. A first.
We lost and I didn't get angry or upset. I didn't really care that a bloke younger than me (first time we've had a manager younger than me, maybe that's got something to do with it) has a bunch of mediocre players playing like kids in a playground. I don't even rise to the bait and defend my team anymore from the spiteful glee aimed at our failures by other 'fans' of other clubs.
I just don't care. Even when I had a season ticket under Souness, and we were utter garbage I still cared passionately. They were my team, it was my pride, it was my everything.
Is it age?
Is it the fact we are so pathetic?
Is it that the utter pantomime of it all has finally scrubbed out any residue of connection, belief or joy?
Anyone else going through the same thing?
Yes, I've been sickened by football generally for the past 4 or 5 years, (the list is too long to bore you with here) but this is something new. Total apathy towards our plight.
I watched us last night and saw a bunch of people I feel no connection with whatsoever. A first.
We lost and I didn't get angry or upset. I didn't really care that a bloke younger than me (first time we've had a manager younger than me, maybe that's got something to do with it) has a bunch of mediocre players playing like kids in a playground. I don't even rise to the bait and defend my team anymore from the spiteful glee aimed at our failures by other 'fans' of other clubs.
I just don't care. Even when I had a season ticket under Souness, and we were utter garbage I still cared passionately. They were my team, it was my pride, it was my everything.
Is it age?
Is it the fact we are so pathetic?
Is it that the utter pantomime of it all has finally scrubbed out any residue of connection, belief or joy?
Anyone else going through the same thing?