Re: Malaysian Reds
Thanks, J and P
As promised.
FC Malaysia July 2011
This has easily been the most poignant game of all for me; mainly because in many ways this is the end of the road.
I started my journey as a Liverpool travelling fan in July 2009 in Singapore. It’s more or less come full circle, and things are completely different now.
Singapore was the beginning.
I went there with my wife, whom I'd just been married to for 6 months (even though we'd been together for 5 years in total) and whom I love more than anything..and we were looking forward to our time together in the UK, where I dreamt of attending matches in Anfield..the real thing. And I did. The year in the UK provided me with many incredible memories, so much so that when a friend asked me today ‘what’s Anfield like’..all I could do was stare at him. I’d wanted to find out the answer to that question practically my whole life, and now I should know the answer to that question. Shouldn’t I ?
I find myself still unsure as to what the answer is, despite having gone there nearly ten times.
Anfield has changed me in ways I still don’t understand, and can’t really explain. The sight of the pitch, the first time I saw Anfield looming in the distance (and mistook it for Goodison), the chill in the air when I passed the dark gloom of it’s shadow at 12.30 am on a cold wintry night, the sight of the steam of a fresh batch of chips and gravy, dodging the huge piles of dogshit whilst walking the Back Rockfield Road to the King Harry, to chugging ice-cold pints of Carling with numerous strangers who’d become strangely, friends, to the cold wind that bites you whilst walking the Albert Docks, the walk along St George Hall, where you can’t resist the immortal stance of Shankly, which is now frozen in time outside the LFC Store at Anfield.
All of that is Anfield, and none of it is Anfield.
‘What’s Anfield like?’
The funny truth of it is that I still don’t know; and I think I never will.
But whatever ‘it’ is, I know that I’ve been changed by it.
Anyway, fast forward 2 years.
Training session 14th July2011
I’m alone now, going for the training session of the game.
My wife isn’t with me, and may never be with me again. I’ve gained a year with one bird, but lost another one.
So the ticket I’ve got for the game on Saturday apparently gets me into the private training session today, so I thought, ok let’s see what it’s like. I’ve never been for a training session, maybe it’ll be an informal thingy where I might be able to wave at some players.
It wasn’t anything of the sort, it was a madhouse.
I’d forgotten how starved Malaysia had been for the Reds, who've never come here, and how we’ve been forced to endure the wave of Scum for 20 years, driving us into isolation and hiding. Especially every May when the Mancs have usually won something and are greedily seeking out Liverpool fans in which to gleefully rub their success in, knowing that the end of another football season has brought us yet another failure.
From conservative estimates it looked like about 20,000 fans attended the training session today, and we cheered the 9-a-side sessions like it was an FA Cup encounter. Although Ian Ayres has now come out and said there were nearly 40,000 fans there.
But more on that later.
The stadium is fairly close to my wife’s place (which is where I’m staying until I find a job and funds to move) so being my usual anal self I decide to be an early bird and get a cab to the stadium at about 4pm, thinking I’ll be one of the early smarties, bearing in mind the training session has no numbered seats and I’d better get there early to get better seats. Unfortunately 3 hours from the session there are already 1000 fans queuing up at the unopened turnstiles. I’m stunned. I figured there’d be a couple hundred fans in total. Holy shit.
There’s a tremendous buzz in the air, and there’s spontaneous songs and cheers in some pockets of fans. And in many ways I feel strange. Happiness, relief and guilt. A few years ago I’d have been one of them, a rabid, passionate fan trying to out-superfan the next one, to convince everyone what a ‘real’ fan they were. I used to be one of them too, but that was mainly because I always felt insecure being a foreign fan, and I always felt I had to prove I was a ‘real’ fan. Hell, lots still look at this trip as a junket aimed at shifting shirts and making money so real fans back home can get the 26 to the game.
And I really have no excuse because I’ve always known just how much these trips meant to the locals here, but I guess I’d forgotten.Thinking about how things have turned out sometimes make me feel a bit stupid telling people how lucky I’ve been.
But I have been lucky, very lucky. Going to Anfield has freed me of the need to justify my support for Liverpool to others, I no longer feel the need to drop in conversation with other fans that I’ve been a fan for 31 years. I’ve met people who’ve made feel I belong.
The most valuable LFC related merchandise I own is actually a picture on the wall of the King Harry. T-shirts, books,mugs…all these I can buy. When local fans give me a picture telling me what it’s been like to have me in their midst for a year? To feel I’ve earned my Red? I wouldn’t trade that in for it’s weight in fucking gold. (I couldn’t bring it with me though, the missus is going to ship that since my baggage was over the limit)
I regret that, in hindsight. The memories of the good times I had there do give some confort now, and it'd be nice to be able to look at it on the wall and remind myself that it was real and that I was there. I cannot tell you how strange it feels to be in these shoes now though. Strange, but fantastic.
So I meet my friend who comes at 4.30pm for my ticket (he’d bought them for me a month ago when I was still over in Blighty) and we queue up. We’re let in at about 6.20pm and it’s then I realised just how many people had turned up for this. Bukit Jalil Stadium has a capacity of about 85,000 or so, and it looked like a quarter was already full. I was gobsmacked. (as mentioned earlier it was proven to be nearly half, though it didnt really look it) The singing and chanting had already started, mainly because I was ensconced with my friend who was with a bunch of young lads calling themselves the Liverpool Ultras (I kid you not)..these youngsters were singing and chanting the famous songs, even a few ditties they’d made up themselves.
I also found out why they called themselves ‘Ultras’; about a hundred rows away on the second tier there was one nincompoop in a Scum shirt (why oh why do these CUNTS always do this)..anyway, this lot sees and they get really aggressive and they keep shouting ‘BUKA! BUKA! BUKA!’ which literally means ‘open’ but is used to mean ‘take it off’. This kind of behaviour is normal, and was seen in Singapore too… the difference being I was pretty convinced that if that person hadn’t complied, some of this lot would have given him a hand in flinging his shirt (together with him in it) off the tier.
The prick moved away to loud cheers.
So the singing continued and I just kept watching the streams of people coming in for essentially a little kickabout with footballers in bibs. The Malaysian team trains first and they get huge cheers; there’s a funny paradox here where Malaysian and Singaporeans will cheer and clap both their national sides and will often sing songs for both the national teams and Liverpool. I myself took part in some of the patriotic Malaysian songs, I couldn’t help myself.
My government practises extremely divisive ‘patriotic’ policies aimed at disuniting the people and setting different races against each other, which aids their corrupt practices. The people are however getting wise to this bullshit, and have become extremely patriotic in their own way.
I have to admit to feeling very impressed at the dedication and passion shown by these young boys (and a few girls); although I felt a bit saddened since I knew this passion was fuelled by deep-rooted feelings of insecurity. The encyclopaedic knowledge of some of these was fucking fantastic, by the way.
The sound system was dogshit, but we eventually realise from the huge cheers from the other side that our boys were coming in. Ian Ayres, Rushie and Thommo are there; and all three stepped out onto the pitch to wave at us and applaud. Then they realise that the 300 odd they were probably expecting had become 40,000 and they lap the stadium applauding and cheering as they’re walking. They also stop to sign a few shirts chucked into the running track by the BUCKETLOAD from all over.
Ian Ayres does a ‘we’re not worthy’ homage to us, which is pretty funny.
Then Claire Rourke is there (for LFC.tv probably) and she does a lap too with her camera, and she has a nice peachy bum, helped by the fact that her slacks were peach coloured.
The singing and chanting slows down once the training starts in earnest, though I’m not sure how much training was done when goals and misses alike drew loud cheers and lamentations. Andy Carroll really is a goofy ponytailed Labrador, and he seemed to love the attention, constantly playing up to the fans..it’s easy to see why he’s so popular.(start scoring goals, you 35 million big galoot!)
Thommo and Kenny are on the mike in the centre of the pitch, tho the sound system is so shit I don’t know what the fuck they’re saying. The tannoy music is also really annoying, since Liverpool fans make their own music. The whole thing is a lot of fun, though I still can’t believe how massive its starting to look.
Though I have to admit feeling that Liverpool have missed a trick.
Arsenal is already here, and Chelsea is coming next week. But neither of their teams is going to enjoy half the support we have, in fact Chelsea sales are so poor they’re resorted to giving them away in exchange for newspaper mastheads (something like x mastheads for a ticket) - Chelsea is on Thursday, as a matter of fact.
Unbelievable.
Anyway, Arsenal played Malaysia yesterday and was superb. They pretty much came with their whole first team and treated their fans to a real show. We on the other hand have come with a much weaker side. Both they and Chelsea have been making noises about coming here with their best players and giving their Asian fans a treat yadda yadda...this doesnt really faze Reds since we're well aware why most of our top players aren't here. Still, it does give those idiots room to yap.
Would be nice to really get a great performance. Well, something different from last night’s game against Guanzhou Santa Maria whatever anyway..That’s just my personal feeling, but it’s not going to change things much. Saturday is going to be fucking mental. The Singaporean Reds and the Indonesian BigReds are also all over the place, many of them must have flown in early since the game’s in 2 days.
The last time Bukit Jalil saw this kind of turnout was the Manc game 2 years ago, and we’re going to shit on that from a great height.